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    <name>jawhol</name>
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  <updated>2005-06-19T06:13:33Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:5959</id>
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    <title>Fathers day is commin up....HELL, ITS TODAY!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-06-19T06:13:33Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-19T06:13:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Heh, I'm ready for it, made a card, wrote a poem in the card, and got it all nice an signed, and sealed in the envolope. heres the poem:&lt;br /&gt;I know that it might seem that I dont listen&lt;br /&gt;but the turth is that you are mistaken, &lt;br /&gt;i am part of you, and you a part of me&lt;br /&gt;you are my father, and i your son&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We share common blood, but seperate soul&lt;br /&gt;we have common names, but diffrent moral&lt;br /&gt;not a single day passes that i dont reget&lt;br /&gt;the fact that we havent really met&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know that we havent spoken much&lt;br /&gt;but i plan to change this as such&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at this moment as i write this from my soul&lt;br /&gt;im peering trough darkenss and regret&lt;br /&gt;crying so much that i would overfill any bowl&lt;br /&gt;i keep my self thinking "don't frett"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the change will come soon&lt;br /&gt;but as i spoke to mom this afternoon&lt;br /&gt;she said that you were like this with your dad&lt;br /&gt;and of this i am mad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont want to die knowing that i could have spoken up&lt;br /&gt;knowing that time thrown away like a paper cup&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ive lived in this house with you all my life&lt;br /&gt;yet it feels like were miles apart&lt;br /&gt;it cuts deep in my heart like a knife &lt;br /&gt;and stays like a smelly fart&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;The regret that i have will stay forever&lt;br /&gt;no matter what i will endeavor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;an heres the card: &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19617785/"&gt;http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19617785/&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:5827</id>
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    <title>on the road again....</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T15:37:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T15:37:34Z</updated>
    <lj:music>DJVix - WorkinFurs</lj:music>
    <content type="html">well now im on my way home, well my father is taking us home and i am currently connected via a cellphone and a cable....ya laugh it up, im a geek....so be it, if you dont like it go burn in the 7th level of hell.&lt;br /&gt;well anyway im just herer typing this because of the fact that i have notthing better to do, and now that i know thatt here is no limit to how long these messages can be i will type for a long long time. there are a few things that i want to get off of my chest, i hope that my friend rudy frost is not going to be so depressed when we get back to school and i hope that he and his girlfriend get back together, i havent seen him more happy than when he is with her, heh, thats something that i have to do, i really need a gf, but o well im a geek/nerd, we dont do that kind of stuff, im happy as is, ill start dating when im out of colledge and have a good job dont want to start a family too soon ya know, ive seen that happen to some people, its just horrable for the child. well i think that im going to stop typing now, if i diddnt stop i could keep on ranting on here for ever... there is a poem that i want to put on here...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am the hand of death....the dealer of fate...&lt;br /&gt;on the floor and in the shadows i wait..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as i crawl near the cold hard ground....&lt;br /&gt;i load my rifle with a round...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hear the click of a bolt locked tight....&lt;br /&gt;i now calm, relaxed and ready to smite...&lt;br /&gt;i see the world trough my telescopic sight...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know my targets near...&lt;br /&gt;i can smell his fear...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i find my target in the brush...&lt;br /&gt;i take my time im in no rush...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he stops for a second to take a breath...&lt;br /&gt;and thats when i weild un-yeling death...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the moments now with target in sight...&lt;br /&gt;i take my aim...the shot feels right...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one ounce more on the trigger sear...&lt;br /&gt;the bullet races away like a high speed spear...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it races throw the air with a thunderous crack...&lt;br /&gt;then there's a fountain of blood as it exits the man's back...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the silence is deafening theirs not a single sound...&lt;br /&gt;as i remove the case of the single spent round...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my task now done i fade back in to the wood...&lt;br /&gt;the only trace of me is a body wear a man once stood...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as they take his corpse away...&lt;br /&gt;i go to slay another day...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well thats it i think that im going to go and draw for a bit, there is nothing better to do here than that....laters yall....Jawhol OUT</content>
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    <title>New year....new post</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T04:46:24Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T04:46:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>DJVix - VulpinesRevenge</lj:music>
    <content type="html">well i know that is has been a really long long time that i have posted on here.  But for the most part the only real reason that i am posting is because of the fact that i ave nothing better to do...well im here at the ranch...that dosent mean that i dont like it here i love it here, the only reason that im board is because im waiting for a frined of mine to get on here so that i can send him some sketches that i have been working on. Me and him are working on a art trade..we call it the s-vix'n project..to make a long stroy short its just two artists working together to make a nice pic and learn a fw things along the way.. im really happy that me and chendai decided to do this, he says that he has learnt a lot on anatomy from me, and that i have lerned a lot on eyes, any little thing that you pick up on the way will help you in the long run...&lt;br /&gt;heh i know that i think that im going into too much detail about this art project that im doing with a good friened of mine. but i have a lot of things to talk about on here that i have been wanting to put on here for ages but i never really got the nerve to find my old LJ program.&lt;br /&gt;one of the most recent things that i want to put on here is a weird occourance at the ranch..one of our most healthy cows died for no reason at all...she died about 20-30 feet from the cabbin, and it looked like somthing or someone tried to bury her, but th weird thing is that she had no wounds or anything, except that she was bleeding from her nose and mouth.. we tied her head to the truck and draged her corps to the middle of a feild and left here there, then when we got back to the house the rest of her heard inspected, smelled the place where she was before...stared at me, my father and my sister for about 5-10 minutes, then tracked the trail that we took to take her to her final resting spot and stayed there for about 1-2 hours...then they came back...  later that day we saw some buzzards but the weird thing is that they ldiddnt peck at her.....let me note that she died about 2 weeks ago...and to day we took a look at here because we have to fix a fence that is near her body....the smell is horrable and the buzzards havent eaven touched her....its like they dont want to eat it like as is she is poisen or something....she is just drying up there, her skin turning black and her fur just falling off...and another weird thing is that her herd whent there back to her body for about an hour when we werre working on the fence yesterday, we left and whent home and came back today, and we are going to spend the night here. i just think that this incedent is bazarr...&lt;br /&gt;my father told me of the things that the government usd to do back in the 70s, they would kill a cow and make perfect circles that took out the cows genitals, neck and other places...no blood then drop them off about 20 feet from houses, they would just turn up in int he morning dead....well there is one movie that shows this is detail, the name of the movie is endangered species or something like that, its a good movie. but it might not be too good of a movie for younger kids as it shows a LOT of gore and blood.  well i think that i am going to go now, i have to go to sleep so that i will wake up in the morning.. laters comrades and have a nice new year...heh i know that i have put a LOT of crap in here, but lemme put it this way...its like a whole months worth of entries in one huge entry...heh i wonder if there is a limit to the size of one of these logs...bah i dont care,..i just wanted to get some of this shit oof my chest. and i feel like drawing right now...but i know that i have to go to bed..bah</content>
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    <title>The revalation is comming...</title>
    <published>2004-12-18T06:24:42Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-18T06:24:42Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Track 8 of Halo 2 soundtrack....Never Surrender...</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I know that i havent posted on here in a long time...but now i feel that this is a good time to post another post on here..&lt;br /&gt;i feel that when i had halo 1, the reason that i got good is because i felt the music...now it is totaly diffrent..i feel the music form the halo 2 sound track...and i feel the old power raging in my veins...wanting to go out of control and kick some serious ass...i know that i havent been playing well lately....but that is because i only play when there are lans and that is a bout once a week and only for about 2-3 hours...&lt;br /&gt;but now my comrades...i feel the old beat beating again....in those once graceful hands of mine...now are gracefully controling my controler...&lt;br /&gt;my dear comrades...a new order is in right....now that the x-mas vacations have begun.....begins my new 'true' 4th prime...as ricardo once stated...before you listened to the h1 sound track..then you became god...now you have to listen to the h2 soundtrack....and become gods father...&lt;br /&gt;so beware comrades...my analitical skills return once more...&lt;br /&gt;i shall record all your actions....as i once did eons ago...then i shall prosess them on the fly and create new tactics to defeat you....you shall not know what the hell happened to you...all you will know is that i came out of thin air and raped you....&lt;br /&gt;this is what happened ages ago....and it will comeagain....&lt;br /&gt;my comrades...i have joined forces with yet another halo team...we are called: 'the in-laws' i dont know why...but it sounds cool...we are composed of the best of the best that play.....me, jesus, my good comrade tk, and lewis....&lt;br /&gt;i am the sniper, lewis is my cqc tail cover....tk and jesus go in as a hunterkiller pair... eather that...or my prefered formation....i go solo with my trusty sniper rifle and pick off any stragglers....and cover all my comrades....that is what happenes 99.9% of the time....and my comrades are very happy that i do this act for them...for with out me...they would die many more times than is neccasary...&lt;br /&gt;most people think that this is not a good plan...people like zack and bk, but they are wrong...this tactick beat the crap out of them when i played them today...it was a 2v1 game, on coagulation...i took my sniper...and i stuided their actions....then i attacked...i picked them offf one by one....every 34 seconds i found that they were apart for a period of about 12 seconds...this was my window of opertunity...the window was when they were not looking near in my general direction so they couldent see the vapor trail from the round, and they were not looking at each other....&lt;br /&gt;the thing that troubles me is that they diddnt notice this thing that i did to me....&lt;br /&gt;but there was this one time when they used actual tactiks aganst me...and that was when i was on the cliff and they atticked from both sides...i shuld have seen that comming, but i couldent screen watch, we were in diffrent rooms connected by a 100 foot cable...&lt;br /&gt;no matter....i an one of the best soloests for coagulation.</content>
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    <title>The wondering mind...</title>
    <published>2004-11-13T14:34:15Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-13T14:34:15Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Hamster Dance</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well today we had it planed to go to the ranch to go and hunt but it is already8:30 am and i am not shure weather or not we are going to go and hunt. Most likely i am going to take my cannon and use it there when i get board...well i know that we are gling to have some fun, and there have been reports that there are lots of deer in the area that we are going to go hunting....i just hope we get to at least see a deer.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:4713</id>
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    <title>The start up of my new prime.....</title>
    <published>2004-11-12T12:16:23Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-12T12:16:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Burk Dich- Rammstein</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well comrades, i know that i havent plyed halo much in the past year, but this is now the start up of my new prime....my 4th true prime, not a sub-prime.  This time when i pass into my prime no one will/shall/may/can defeat me or any of my alies that are on my side for i shall become one with halo and halo shall become one with me, we shall become one and we shall beat anyone that is in our path just like when i was in my 3rd prime...i never thought....my fingers just moved, now that i am not in my prime anymore i think too much...i must re-master that skill that i soo easly used to enter with in seconds of me picking up the controler.....Well i must go for now...i must finish getting ready for school, oh one more thing, yesterday i whent to the teater arts building to go and help my fellow comrades put up their set, it was much fun and i met lots of new people, i am thinking about joining theater arts next year, eaven if i have to go in as a begginer.</content>
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    <title>Should i resign halo?</title>
    <published>2004-11-04T03:14:38Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-04T03:14:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Lewis, i know that it is going to be hard for you to read this i know that you are going to say that this iss too much shit to read but it will be good fro you to read it but i think that i do not have the will to play halo anymore, you have seen me when i play, i lose intrest in the game, i loose will to play , and as you know already i have no honor anymore, just the honor of having halo2 b4 anyone else in all of rotc, but that is all. and that is not the kind of honor that i want, i want the kind of honor that i had b4 i stopped playing on xbc, (i still play on xbc but only like what, 4 hours in a period of 6 months), and then after i stopped playing my skills decreesed, then i moved to using the sniper rifle as my prime weapon...before you knew me, before ross knew me...in the days before you were in mcallen i was the king of close quarter combat and ricardo can tell you of those days, just ask him how i was when i wan in my 3rd prime...he will tell you that if you came up to me in those days you would not score a single kill...only if you were lucky enough to live long enough to get the rocket and kill me with it but that was about it.... he will tell you of the evil map of chill out on which i would deal large hellish helpings of rapadge...days where hell was apoun you if you hooked up a controler to the same xbox and were going to fight aganst me. those were the good old days before parker used to talk like a black whore, days before moses was good, days where the only persons that knew about xbc in the vally wew me and ricardo, those were the golden adges of halo...i used to tape some of teh games that i knew i was going to go aganst but the thing is that i dont have a vcr any more so i cant watch them any more and if you want to see them just ask me and i would be more than happy to give you one or two of them and let you watch the killing of the idiots that used to play aganst me in those old days,....well anough of the blabbering i have to get down to bissuness, i know that it will be hard for you to read this as i said a long time ago.,..you know that i love halo...but there is a day that there is a end of all good things...and i know that it would be goin against my deepest intentions but i know that it is for the best of the team...i need to get back in to the training that i used to go trough in the days before you were in mcallen and in the days before the large scale lan partys at rudys house....i need to get back on xbc and kick some ass and get better and then i will get back in the team then we will go to the tournys and kick some serious ass...well i dont know if i really want to leave the team and all of the lans at rudys house on the weekends, i dont know i have so many things going trough my mind at this time...there is so much that i want to do and tehre is no time for me to do it...lewis i am sorry if this all sounds like a bunch of bull shit to you but i know that it would do us all some good if i left the team and you and ricardo know this all to well...i know that i am a good sniper, but that is all that i am good at i have to get better at other things lkike the ar and the shot gun and the pistol and the plasmas and i want to practice on halo 2 and i kjnow that it would be a good i dea for me to do that because of the fact that i have had it for more than half of a month before that thing acutaly came ou in stores.,..and i think that if i leave the team there will be no practice for you guys and that you will not be ready for the trouny at game crazy when that game actually comes out and you and i will all have our tails kicked in,..there fore i think that i will jsut say in the team but i have this nagging feeling deep down inside for me to leave, we both kjnow this,...it is for the best of the team and there is one more thing that i want to say, if you read this i know that it was a lot of shit that i said but it was important stuff that i thought that you should know...it is up to you guys..well its up to you and ricardo...should i stay where i am, quit halo 1 to practice for h2, quit all halo whatsoever or just foucs on h1 if you do not give me a answer i will just quit halo 1 to practice halo 2 and then we wil have a tactical advantadge to all of the people that do dont have halo2 b4 it came out and then i will have lots of experiance on that game to give you all pointers and crap on it....o well i know that i have said enough...blah blah blah...</content>
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    <title>Too much in my mind.</title>
    <published>2004-11-04T02:33:34Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-04T02:33:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I know that i have not put nothing in this thing in a long time, But i know that i will try to put some things on here that will be of some use sto some of my comrades...one of my friends, Rudy, seems so depressed in class, i know someting whent bad with his girlfriend and that is not a good thing, i just pray that he will feel better soon i know how that stuff can feel, it breaks the heart. I just know he will make it trough this hardship i just have this weird feeling that he will be ok, but i know that it will get worse before it gets better, he seems to be more and more depressed each time that i see him, but a few days ago we read a story in ela that brough his hopes up and i am happy for that, but i think that that just brough them up for a little while because he seemed a little sadder later on on that day. But ill try to keep him happy because i remeber a phrase that my grandpa al ways used to tell me, "er, der im Leben traurig ist, findet kein Glück in nach dem Leben." and i want him to be happy in the after life um wait a sec, most of you dont speak german, damn i really am a forener...i think to damn much...it means, "he who is sad in life, will not find happyness in the afterlife" so i try to keep rudy happy but most of my attemps fail to help...o well...</content>
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    <title>War is my obsession, war is my proffession.....</title>
    <published>2004-09-28T01:41:02Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-28T01:41:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Self-rightous suiside- SOD</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well this is monday eavning.....two days after the tourny....that tourny sucked asss the judjdes there are assholes, and most of the people there were kids 8years old and a little higher...i kinda expected a better turnout of good players, there was only 3 good teams, well make that two....my team and bobs team....well our team was obliverated by his team....his team members have no life...they breathe halo, eat halo, live halo, sleap with it...they surround their life with it...their goal in life is to beAt everyone in their path...&lt;br /&gt;our team was comprised of members designed to obliverate people in ctf matches....me the sniper, ricardo my cover fire, ross as lewises cover fire while lewis whent and got the flag...all the while i cover their asses and blow the brains out of anyone that eaven thinks about shooting them from just above the hill with my trusty sniper....the sad part is that i used to be a cqc mster (cqc = close quarter combat) and now i moved to be a god raping sniper....all the while losing my touch with my pistol, and close range weapons....so much that i have to have a sniper with me to fight in cqc like dammnation....well i got 23 kills out of 25 in that map wirh the sniper rifle in that map when i was aganst some people that were older than me and that was pretty sad due to the fact that i was working with a 8yo and he only had 2 kills....but in that match and the matches that i played with him i just played to had fun and i diddnt take it too seriously....hey i knew i was gonna lose eventually because cmon...i was stuck with a suppa newb...but what the hell i just got lots of fun in those matches and i think that i made a kids life a little brighter =^^=.  Well the one thing that bugged the crap out of me was that i was disqualified because the judge called out the wrong number...he called out 36 instead of 46...and i was 46 therefore i diddnt show up....and therefore i was disqualified....and now moses and his gay ass white people team are making fun of me...well that humiliated me and i lost all my honor...after i was disqualified for the free for all i had to go play on the team game and when that game came up i played like crap...i had no reason to compeate in the games any more and therefor i just gace up in the game and the other team just kept killing me and i left the room all depressed...i whent outside and started to cry, sam tried to tell me that honor dosent come from dogtags (i wore those to symbolize that i had the honor of being the best at halo) thing is he had no concept of honor....i told him what it was and he said "oh" and he just shut up....then his brother came and sat next to me and tried to confort me he just said the wrong things...reason that it was wrong was that he just thought that i was angry because i was disqualified...thing was that it was more serious...my will to play was hurt...my will to play was decressing beofre the tourny...im losing my touch to play...and he diddnt notice that....thing is that now that i lost my honor it will take a long time to regain it and i dont have that kind of time to work on some damn video game...&lt;br /&gt;there is one sonbrokensauft (sorry diddnt want to curse on LJ, well in english) and his name is parker...before he used to be a nice kid...now he is a slut...a whire man tring to be black...and the thing is that he keeps talking smack after he got his ass raped by some 8yearolds at the practice sessions in the tourny with me having the most kills....im talking 50, 32, 20, 5 with parker at 5 kills....that tells you something....he blows at halo...and he keeps saying that he can beat my whole team singlehanndledy....heh id like to see that happen....just gimme the sniper rifle and he will start whining.."Thats not fair....i cant live more than 3 seconds after i respawn...stop camping" , oh ya...well im not camping...im just shooting the first thing that i see move...and then he would quit and try to hit me with one of his bitch slapps or give me a tittie twister. heh like thats gonna make you any better in the game. so now i am angry but i will put this anger to good use...i will practice on xbc and get ready for the next comming tourny and i shall be ready to defeat anyone, anywhere, with any weapon. and all shall fall underneath my unstoppable onslought!!!!!!!!!! SO PARKER IF YOU ARE READINGIN THIS FUCKYOU!!!! t(&amp;gt;_&amp;lt;t)</content>
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    <title>I got that weird feeling again....</title>
    <published>2004-09-23T11:23:24Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-23T11:23:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Teir - Rammstein</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Lke in times before...right before a great didaster has hit me or my friends, i get this weird gut wrenching feeling, eavin if i dont know whats happining, for example i get them while i am getting ready to sleep or in math class for example.  This time i have this bad bad feeling that our team will eather fall apart or we will fail at the tournemt...and i think that our team will fall apart and lose the tournement...because of the fact that we all 4 of us havent practiced together seince, well sence last year....and me, im so used to the sniper rifle that i cant use any other weapon, which is really bugging me and i think that the reason for that is the name that i use....winged fox&lt;br /&gt;i am going to change it back to my old name, Deamonsquirel, and i think that i will do better after i change it.</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>The challenge....</title>
    <published>2004-09-22T10:54:16Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-22T10:55:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>We Will We Will Rock You!!!!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well yester day moses challenged team frequency (my ricardo , ross and luis) to a halo battle at his house.  We shall prevail, and if not i will give up playing halo foreever....lose all of my hourner and throw away my dog tags.  Then it would be the end of my halo playing career...id lose all of my halo buddies.....id lose intrest in the sub-culter known as furrydom, and id forever frown down apoun myself...going into depression until the day when my depression reaches a climax....forcing me to rematch team punisher....my fustration growing and building anger....making my play better than any human / ai conscript ever concived, then i will regain my hjouner....and my braggin' right which of which i hold very dear.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:3315</id>
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    <title>Wating for the car....</title>
    <published>2004-09-21T11:52:09Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-21T11:52:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Blood Brothers</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well im here at home, waiting for my mom to take me to school, &amp;gt;sigh&amp;lt;,i still have to put on my shoes...and i dont have to be at school untill 8 am, and its bearly 6:50.  The power of the dog tags drains me at the end of the day....that is because they were created by god to empower me to play the game like the gods....not do school work...but the will to play well is still growing by the hour...those who oppose us shall face the wrath of the gods.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:2899</id>
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    <title>The power in the dog tags....</title>
    <published>2004-09-21T03:31:23Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-21T03:31:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Blood Brothers</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today i have put the tags of hornor back on my neck...and by each passing hour i can feel the ancient power that i once had come back to me...and that by the time that the tourniment comes by....i shall become one with halo...and halo shall become me....we shall be one....and by one we shall defeat all opposition.....therefore our team motto is : "Your destruction is the will of the gods....and we...are their instrument..." which also means out old motto....domt make us kick your ass.....&lt;br /&gt;the power it adds up...my will to play is growing...my instinct for blood and death is also growing...by the time the games begin...the opposition shall run and cower before our unstoppable onslought...that is what they deserve for wanting to go up against the best of the best and they shall feel our wrath and shall pray to the gods....but the skys shall be siclent.....&lt;br /&gt;Oppose us...and you oppose the will of the gods....oppose the gods...and you oppose us.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:2814</id>
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    <title>w8tin fur da bus.</title>
    <published>2004-09-20T11:27:17Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-20T11:27:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well im here waiting for the school bus to come by, sorry I diddnt post in the last few days, ive been busy studin the cadet creed for nco borad and anilizing each member of my team (fur the terniment this weekend).  In the team there are 2 good snipers (I am the best one), two cqc spec ops units (cqc is close quater combat). The plan is that the  snipers will stay far enough out of pistol range but still lay down supressing fire aganst the enemy, and letting the cqc spec ops get closer to the enemy flag, then when they have it the snipers will kill any one that fires a single round at them...letting them get back to the base in saefty, well its 6:30 an that is the time that i start walking to the bus stop, i think that ill post some more info when i get back lattas yall.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:2536</id>
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    <title>The hell hole im in......</title>
    <published>2004-09-16T03:49:49Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-16T03:57:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well today i whent to Sarahs house to work on the project for history, most of the work that we did was to try and find a internet connection for my laptop, i had it for a second from mikes aol screen name but the parental controls prevented me from going to google so i said "skrew this" and then we just worked off her computer. I also have to memorize the mexican natonal antham and i also have to study the stuff fot nco board...but i have much more shit to do....between doing my history porject, and memorizing the mexican national anthem i dont think that i have the time and energy to study for a board, but i want to do well...but my brain is already crapped out and i dont have the energy to work on it...and if i work on it i whont go to bed untill one or two in the morning and i whont be able to wake up the next day then i will be eaven more tired...oh what a shit hole im in now seince i diddnt study my freshman year eh? yep...i am very annoyed at this but there are other emotions gin trough me right now...hatred...(i dont want to put that in here)....anger (same as the hatred)....anzioty for the board, spanish thing, ppt presintation, and the xo from hell.....i am also sleepy..and kinda happy now that Sarah helped me put office 2003 on my laptop, now i can actualy do stuff on it. Oh ya my cell phone fell into her cats waterbowl, at least it wasnt the litter box =^^=, and it was getting all glitchy and messed up , for example the screen was flickering and stuff but her fathers girlfriend got her hair dryer and let me dry it off, now its bug free and works like when i bearly got it, but the inside of the camera lens is all foggy.....bah. but it still can make calls and stuff...her brother was looking at my drawings...i hate it when people look at my drawings and think that i have a fetish or sumting like that for foxes...I DONT, its just easer for me to draw them...human faces are so easy to fuck up when you draw them, that is why i dont draw them, and that is why i like to draw anthromorphic characters (mostly because i couldnt draw a human to save my life.)</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:2168</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-15T07:04:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-15T12:04:27Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-16T03:58:01Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Teir - Rammstein</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well i just missed the bus...so therefore my mom will take me to school today....so be it.&lt;br /&gt;Now that i have some extratime...i will try to give my team that is gonna go to the tourny a advantadge.....MAPS!!!! so that we can tell eachother quickly where the enimy is and  where the flag, ball, jeep,etc... is.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:1921</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-14T22:24:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-15T03:24:43Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-15T03:24:43Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Sonne -Rammstein</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well i have to finish a project for history that is due on friday and it has to be on powerpoint, i dont have any info on it and i still have to get powerpoint on my computer. what a pain in the arse. Well i have to go to bed because my parents say that if i dont get enough sleep i whont wake up in the morning. i just finished downloading adobe photoshop 7 but i cant get it to install...bah that really makes me pissed i really wanted to scan the drawing that i had and color them....but im guessing that that is not going to happen soon due to that fact..bah. Oh well...and im hoping to make a new character to join my already vast line of vixen characters that i draw...this one will be a little shorter and more "toony", and then i could scan those sketches and make a comic...but id rather not, i know that i can make good stories....but it will bore me...making one little scene in a period of a week then have to do it again, i would rather just write it out than make a comic...but some people say a picture is worth a thousand words...so maybe ill do it but im more on leaning on just writing out the story. I will probably base it off of anthromorphic characters...cartoons not humans...they make crappy cartoons....but it can be interchangable or revised i havent put my finger on it yet but doing it in the custamary anthro cartoon wins my dicision for now...i still need to think up a plot...oh crap i have to study my general knowledge for rotc....my xo chews me off because i dont know it well....bum bum bum!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:1586</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-14T20:18:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-15T01:18:39Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-15T01:18:39Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well im back home and i found the cd that i need to do the powerpoint presintation...but the computer whont read the darn cd...and its eggin me onn alot!!!!! =&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;=</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:1183</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-14T06:42:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-14T11:42:17Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-14T11:42:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well this morn' im just gettin ready to go to school....im hoping to ask rudy why he never posted any thing on his livejournal thing.....o well i hope that more of my buddies get this...no im not stalking them....its just that if i can learn more about them.....i can analize them and find their weaknesses in halo.....</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:914</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-13T21:47:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-14T02:47:13Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-14T02:47:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well im now starting to get used to this new client that im using to post my entries to livejournal...and i thiunk that i like it now because it is a lot easer than it was to enter them from the web site, that treally got to be a pain in hte arse. and now i have a firend named rudy that is also on this livejournal thing. his name on here is Frosty_Geek.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:683</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-13T20:18:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-14T01:18:03Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-14T01:18:03Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I just hope that i will be able to update this thing with my cellphone....then i could make new posts while im in school with my cellphone.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jawhol:323</id>
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    <title>jawhol @ 2004-09-13T20:16:00</title>
    <published>2004-09-14T01:16:48Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-14T01:16:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well today i just got my new livejournal nick name on here called Jawhol, my other name that is used on the furry muck that some of my friends wil know what its about...fot the other people its a place in the net where people go to act as anthromorphic creatures and role play and just chat. today at school whent by fairly fast but i hope that tomarrow goes by eaven faster...and what i mean that it whent by fast is that the day seemed to go by fast....."like the old phrase...time flys when your having fun"  something like that....i wasnt that sleepy as i used to be last year...and now i found this neat thing called net raido....i love it...country mucis 24/4 without the annoying commersials or breaks....and its all the best music that the regular raido stations make and put on the air..and the best part is that i dont feel the loss of bandwidth because i have a cavle modem and it dosent matter, its just 100kbs that i have to use for the raido and i have 1256k/s so i still have a lot to spare :)</content>
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